Friday, February 6, 2009

I sure do love my husband!!

I didn't cry all day. I had a good day at school..you can't be sad in a pre k classroom. I rushed home because I wanted to spend time with Brandon before he left for an all weekend drill. We cuddled on the couch for an hour before he had to get ready. I got soooo sad when he was about to go. He kept hugging me and telling me he loved me and he didn't want to leave me for 2 nights. Tears were filling my eyes and I tried to hold it in until he left but a few ran down my cheek. When he pulled out the driveway I burst into tears...sobbing crying. Isn't that crazy...hormones do some funny things. I'm always sad when he leaves but I usually don't cry like that. I hate being here without him, especially in bed at night. I can't believe I was away from him for 18 months when he went to Iraq. I don't know how I did it. When he was gone, I always said when he leaves for a day or two, I will take it in stride because I've been through this but it's the opposite now I don't ever want him to be away since I got him back!! Anyway...I hope yall have a great weekend:)

6 comments:

Hoping for our own Peanut said...

so sweet. my hubby is gone tonight too. he was going to be gone tomorrow night but we have an early appt on sunday, so he is coming home.

sending you hugs this weekend.

Mimi said...

I don't know how you do it honey. I can't be away from my hubby for one day!!! You are a strong woman. Enjoy your time alone! Light some candles, drink a glass of wine, take a bubble bath, eat some yummy foods!!! Enjoy!!

Kami

Dave and Elaine said...

I hate that you are alone tonight of all nights...praying God's peace will surround you tonight.

beth ewing said...

i think all bets are off when you're going through this. we often make fun of people who say they miss their spouse so badly and it's only been like a week but when i had the miscarriage and he left for a month...i cried like a baby. sometimes you just need your hubby around.

Kristy said...

I just happened across your blog. Love and prayers on your journey. We didn't do fertility treatments, but our first took five years (she's three!). May God bless you the right baby, in the right time, in His holy way.

Just Another Infertile said...

Hey Ashley,

I'm just catching up on a few of your posts. I'm sorry about the IUI didn't work. I'm sure IVF will bring you better results. It is so hard to be away from your DH. Especially when you are so emotional.