Sickness.

Update

Thanks for all the prayers girls! Saturday evening I started bleeding a lot more and Sunday it was the same thing. I knew in my heart that it was over. Brandon made me go for my beta on Monday anyway. It was down to 13. I have to go back on Monday to make sure everything is gone.
I'm okay. I truly believe that God has a plan for me. I had to go through 2 years of struggle to get Mckenzie. I know that God had that planned for me and I got the best baby out of it. So I trust that he has my next journey planned too!! I am sad that I'm not going to be pregnant with my 2 best friends....it doesn't happen often that three people who are so close get positive tests in one week.
Pray that we will get pregnant again easily and it will result in a healthy little baby;)

I need some prayers girls!!

Tuesday something happen that I never thought I would see in my life...I saw a positive pregnancy test without having to do fertility treatments. I didn't believe it so I took 3 more test over the next 3 days and they were also positive. Friday I went to my Dr to test my HCG since I was a previous IVF patient. The nurse called and said my level was 76 which was fine if it was an early pregnancy but they wanted to recheck Monday. Wednesday Ialso found out that my best friend is pregnant and yesterday I found out that my other good friend is pregnant. All a couple of days apart. Talk about my dream come true;)
Well when I woke up this morning there was bleeding. It's only when I go to the bathroom but I'm pretty sure I'm miscarrying. Brandon keeps telling me that I still need to go in on Monday for another HCG since this exact same thing happen for my last pregnancy..but I don't have any hope that it will be okay. Can you just say a prayer for me girls! Tomorrow is my birthday..what a present!! I know God only gives you what you can handle. He knew I couldn't handle a miscarriage unless I already had a beautiful baby. Its still really hard. Thanks for the thoughts and prayers!!

First Birthday

Hey all!! I am a week behind on my little lady turning one;) I cannot believe how fast a year flew by. It was by far the best year of my life!! McKenzie turned one on January 21st. We had a small birthday party for her on the 22nd. It was just close family. She LOVED it because it was everyone she is really close to.

Year Stats:

• She is 20 lbs 6 oz (25%)
• She is 28 inches lon (25%)
• In size 3 diapers
• wearing 12 month clothes
• She is walking small distances but prefers to crawl...because she is a very fast crawler!
• She is a picky eater and prefers french fries and grilled cheese over anyting else. Her favorite healthy foods are blueberries and gaucamola.
• She has 6 teeth and should be two more soon because her top and bottom gums are swollen.
• She says mama, dada, papa, bye, cat(her favorite word), cow, quack, who(for an owl)
• She makes everyday such a better day and we are so blessed to have her!!

She LOVES her smart trike!!

Birthday breakfast;)

My first attempt at birthday cakes.

Me,brandon's grandma, brandon's mom, Mckenzie, my mom, my grandma

Opening presents

She opened up presents like a big girl and was careful and looked at each one;)

She loved her cake;)

Christmas and 11 months

Sorry I havent' blogged in so long. I get so busy that I forget. Those of you who are so good at blogging...how do you make the time? Kenzie turned 11 months on the 21st! I can't believe it. She is unbelievable. So good and laid back. I'm so lucky to have her. We also had a lot of fun celebrating her first Christmas. She was so fun and loved all her presents and all the parties. She is turning into an entertainer and likes to make people laugh. We are now preparing for her first birthday. I hope all is well with everyone!! Sorry my pictures are in reverse;)

Her gran and papa
Dancing to Christmas songs

Her Godfather gave her this giant bear!!

Loving Christmas!

Kenzie and one of Brandon's twin sisters

She loves doing sweet eyes now;)

Ragady Ann

She LOVES her new trike

Thank you Santa

Her present from her Nanny

Kenzie and Olivia

Walking to see the tree.

Loving bubbles.

Helping me make brownies for her daddy!!

Helping me wrap presents!

Helping decorate the tree!

Look at all this stuff to play with.

She is sooo curious and wants to know about everything.

10 months old!!

9 Months...a little late!

McKenzie and her cousin Olivia on Halloween

I"m not sure why the pics are so spaced out! I couldn't fix it;) .My beautiful little lady is 9 months...well 9 1/2 now since I've been slacking on blogging lately! She is doing wonderful and is such a happy, laid back baby! We are so blessed!!

• She is in 9-12 month clothes (a couple of 12-18 month all in one outfits)
• Size 3 diapers
• Weighs 18lbs 1.5 oz
• Is 27 7/8 inch long
• Is crawling EVERYWHERE..I can't even go to the bathroom alone anymore;)
• Is pulling up on everything. All she wants to do is stand
• Says Bye-bye, mama, dada, papa
• Mostly wants to eat real food not baby food too much anymore.
• Takes 2 good naps one at 9 and one at 1.
• Sleeps through the night most of the time but wakes up for a bottle at 5:30, then goes back to sleep.
• Laughs and smiles all day and makes us soo happy!

Well, I gotta go before my husband kills me:) I hope all is well with everyone!!